night swimming frees me. i lose track of time wonderfully in warm, warm water. the sunset goes by and i don't have to deal with turning into a little brownie when i get to swim at night!

listening to my favorite miss. records mix. it makes me feel soooo sad when i don't have anything to feel sad about. sometimes you just want that different feeling than the one you always feel. the major feeling i have is a cool calm. today i felt it all day in the best ways- reading, swimming, eating cottage cheese with chips and hot sauce, working on my f. application, so now i'm deciding to change it up. i'm going to even go across the street to south bar, a horrible jock bar, to have a glass of water with megan, well, she's going to have a cocktail.

i have fully accepted that i don't like to drink.