currently, i am the only person awake after the underwear party.
it ended with me walking into two guys hooking up in eric love's room. initially i thought it was andrea, but i wanted to double check and walked back in.
me: andrea?
deep voices: not andrea
eva walked back into to tell them they were in her room. they seemed to have felt really bad and left immediately. when we (rose, eva and i) realized it was a really intimate hook up, rose went up to them and said "you are two dancers in love, please stay". they said "no no it's alright, we were able to do enough".
i slept in that bed and read eric love's book on how to master french pastries.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
at the bookmill
1. dying elders are libraries on fire.
2. what is the quality of my observation? my aim and prejudices?
3. the world as a system of systems, each system conditions the others and is conditioned by them.
a. wanted: translations of CARLO EMILIO GADDA, representing the world as a knot, tangled skein of yarn
4. "And I realized the impossibility which love comes up against. We image that it has as its object a being that can be laid down in front of us, enclosed within a body. Alas, it is the extension of that being to all the points in space and time that it has occupied and will occupy. If we do not possess its contact with this or that place, this or that hour, we do not possess that being. But we cannot touch all these points. If only they were indicated to us, we might perhaps contrive to reach out to them. But we rope for them without finding them. Hence mistrust, jealousy, persecutions. We waste precious time on absurd clues and pass by the truth without suspecting it."
5. what one would say in a small room is very different than what one would say in a big room.
2. what is the quality of my observation? my aim and prejudices?
3. the world as a system of systems, each system conditions the others and is conditioned by them.
a. wanted: translations of CARLO EMILIO GADDA, representing the world as a knot, tangled skein of yarn
4. "And I realized the impossibility which love comes up against. We image that it has as its object a being that can be laid down in front of us, enclosed within a body. Alas, it is the extension of that being to all the points in space and time that it has occupied and will occupy. If we do not possess its contact with this or that place, this or that hour, we do not possess that being. But we cannot touch all these points. If only they were indicated to us, we might perhaps contrive to reach out to them. But we rope for them without finding them. Hence mistrust, jealousy, persecutions. We waste precious time on absurd clues and pass by the truth without suspecting it."
5. what one would say in a small room is very different than what one would say in a big room.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
i am looking to be satisfied
a lot of effort towards baking these days, sadness at home, and as always looking for all the possibilities to arouse visual desire.
i have been existing blankly. life would be more interesting if i had gone to thailand with mother, but alas i am con't to take on the experiment that is w. mass. i guess i am starting to settle in. it does not give me the satisfaction that adventure gives me.
satisfaction and beyond:
the bike path- seeing stretching farm land, bugs and stray dandelion slapping me in the face
baking
tent life - every morning is fresh
living w/o much material - what i have is what i have
i have been existing blankly. life would be more interesting if i had gone to thailand with mother, but alas i am con't to take on the experiment that is w. mass. i guess i am starting to settle in. it does not give me the satisfaction that adventure gives me.
satisfaction and beyond:
the bike path- seeing stretching farm land, bugs and stray dandelion slapping me in the face
baking
tent life - every morning is fresh
living w/o much material - what i have is what i have
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