little sleep last night- i talked to daniel and then sean about my coming home. they were so excited that they transfered equal excitement over to me, and so now i am looking forward more than i ever to coming home. i like how big l.a. is and i think i can really like it. i would like to do so many things.

sonya and i went on a walk yesterday (so nice, rain, cold weather) and we talked about how pivotal this last year was for us. what a big change, letting go of our self-importance. the concentration of intent and meaning has been diluted for the better (we are not less ambitious, we are more open).



...just had a great b-fast w ben and blue. that house gives me premium feelings.