None of these templates seem that appropriate for my taste, but this one will do. I leave tomorrow in the morning for my long awaited farming/camping trip across the states. I'm trying find people to chip in for gas on the way the S.F., and then later to Portland. I've never done this before but it can't be that bad unless it is.
I talked to Ashley last night about St. Louis. Her mom is going to take me in as her temporary daughter for a day or two and show me around the Park, the Loop and the Central West End. Hmm, that makes me so excited. It's also not that far from Chicago, so I'll try to head up North and visit Morgan. I want to city that she loves so much. I have a feeling I would love it too.
It's so strange how much there is to see, and how I haven't seen it yet, or how a lot of people haven't seen it yet. I remember being so envious of Jeremy when he would go on tour. It sounded like the best thing ever. I remember when we first met he told me I could go on tour for anything. I think that was the most positive thing he's ever said to me. I guess I'm creating that same kind of purpose now.
I can't stop thinking about how people change. I'm probably the same. It's just so peculiar.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Saturday, March 4, 2006
these last two weeks i have been understanding my capacity to be both embarrassed and vulnerable by and to many of the relationships in my life. and in the same two weeks my visual efforts have been affirmed in more ways that i could have ever imagined in this short period of time. so i've been present in these two/three/four very heightened and affected motions and it leaves me feeling curled.
i am affected by the sudden emotional and physical divide (and convergence) of my relationships with my friends, lovers, and family. it is occurring to me in a very placid way that i can't hold on or catch up, and that sometimes i am being left behind. but also, my life has been pleated with great love and sincerity. i've always meant it and feel proud to continue with that standing. and for the love that i am currently folded by, i am at a pause to taste that gold.
im having a hard time seeing down the line, but i like the way it feels even though a lot of it is just my skin shedding. funny how we are never ready for our new skin, even though it has always been ours and it is waiting.
3/04/09
i am affected by the sudden emotional and physical divide (and convergence) of my relationships with my friends, lovers, and family. it is occurring to me in a very placid way that i can't hold on or catch up, and that sometimes i am being left behind. but also, my life has been pleated with great love and sincerity. i've always meant it and feel proud to continue with that standing. and for the love that i am currently folded by, i am at a pause to taste that gold.
im having a hard time seeing down the line, but i like the way it feels even though a lot of it is just my skin shedding. funny how we are never ready for our new skin, even though it has always been ours and it is waiting.
3/04/09
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