what is real?

unbelievably irritable.

but consummating soon-to-be-requited friendship. and sister in nyc!!!! and meeting w/ photo staff of ny times.

new sites i like

at sonya's studio

in love with workspaces. i mean i love working.

so psyched- was asked to exhibit photographs at an old world heritage site (2700 yr old walled village) in china. work will be among 98 other photographs from american photography students. yes a juried exhibition!

been photographing lately, and it feels great. summer is so grand and so glad to be on my own feet.

i won a sweet bow on ebay. it is called the black hawk mosquito. pointed. sharp.

if i write what i feel, it is to reduce the fever of feeling.

if you give me time, i will be sad.

"in the deepest heart of all of us there is a corner in which the ultimate mystery of things works sadly."

it has been a real summer the last couple of days. swimming and sunning, but before that i was bogged by work. so the release of leisure has felt incredibly great. calm sometimes- a close gathering of many friends.

i have been terribly missing the opportunity to be on my computer. i miss funneling my interests into one plane in front of me.

sonya's birthday this friday, vineyard this weekend w. eleanor or new hampshire/vt. my birthday is the weekend after that. been homesick, but whatever.

have made plans to go back to the west in the fall with tyler right after cuttyhunk. now that i am thinking about it, i am feeling not so great about all the other things i wanted to do, and have not done. get on it, estelle.

oh! show in chicago happened over the weekend. i have no idea how it went.

ha, seduction makes you homesick

so home sick.

also this article reinforces life as a mating call.